Bucket List Items 1 and 2: Steak and Badminton
The title is pretty much self explanatory. Although part of me feels like I should clarify they were not done together. Heart burn's a bitch. So Item Number 1: Join a club. I struggle with loneliness. Unfortunately the whole anxiety thing is to blame for that. I lost a lot of friends when the mental health hit the fan. Partly my fault, I do admit, as I started to isolate myself. I thought it was easier for everyone; I didn't want to inflict what I was going through on others. But unfortunately, and again, also partly, people didn't understand. Or chose not to, for whatever reason. Lets say the last time we talked was graduation. But it has been 4 years since then and I haven't done much, as we know. Any friends I had at home have moved on. Some I do see occasionally, some not at all, but I suppose that it life, and I can't blame them for that. I am friendly with people, but I have always sucked at making friends. Then a few other things happened in ...