Bucket List Item 4 - Healthy and Happy and Achey
I joined a gym. Counting back it's probably Number 6? Even though getting myself into better shape physically and mentally is a top priority in my Bucket List, I didn't really plan to do a long blog post - silly but I didn't want to jinx it! Also someone said to me once sarcastically 'it doesn't count if it's not on social media'. At that time I had been Instagram-ming another attempt at a healthier diet. Since then posting about things knocked my confidence. However I was doing it thinking it would keep me motivated. Although after a while I realised I was putting a lot of unecessary pressure on myself and decided to stop. Aaaaaaaand things went to pot. For various reasons. I weighed myself a couple of months ago and I was officially the heaviest I've ever been - by a very depressing long shot. And I can feel it in my body I have put more weight on still. So I have decided not to weigh myself. Or measure. No numbers, no overthin...